How did I get here?
So far from us
Caught in might-have-beens

I lost the ground
Beneath my heart
Yet I’m still here somehow

Lingering in the ache of could-have-beens

If only I’d shown
If only we had known

In that fleeting moment
Our eyes caressed
Bodies yearned to blend

I couldn’t help it
Drank you whole
And it felt so good

Sinking slowly, melting into you

If only I’d shone
Bright enough to guide us home
If only I’d bloomed
Pure enough to match the moon
Brave enough to say I love you

I wish I would have told you sooner
I wish I would have never left
Now we will never know

If only I’d shone
Bright enough to guide us home
If only I’d bloomed
Pure enough to match the moon
Brave enough to say I love you